Last day as number 2 child of the family

 Dear Bloggers,

Feeling a lot better than yesterday, let's just say I have side-line of symptoms. Daddy still has cough, dodda is better than yesterday, mummy was feeling and had fever in the morning but we're all better now. Dodda didn't wanted to go tomorrow (she didn't said but she meant it through her actions) and neither is she going tomorrow.

As for my day, I had a class will having 2 class tomorrow. Eh! Heard some lose some. Haven't been studying seriously but did study a lesson of English, wanna sing now to my hearts content. Been a long time since I sang without tension. Anyways, tension is going to increase more.

I remember hating my life when Snigdha was born. Everybody stopped loving me, nobody cared for me, started ignoring me, I felt lonely. Well ajja said when I said all this "You are from your mother's side and will always be loved by us" but its not the case. I didn't liked Snigdha before and neither do I do now and neither will I ever and to top that we got this another person coming on the way. I just can't imagine how my 13 year old self, knowing that after Snigdha there is more love to be taken away from you...how will I react.

Well, today is the last day that I am the 2nd child of this family and the love that still was alive would be dead. Miss you number 2 of family child. No more that I can be. Now there's more to see. What can I do! Also I will be turning 18 in next 4 months, never have I thought ever that this can be! But yeah I won't even be considered as a kid! Yeah! ~trying to be cheerful but I am hollow inside~

💤Dream of the day -

I forgot. Was barely able to sleep due to dodda sleep talking and coughing up so loudly!

💭Thought of the day -

Strive for progress, not perfection.

                       - someone please help me out!