I AM DONE!

 Dear Bloggers,

Today has been a gruelsome, tiresome, worrying, frustating day. My legs have given up and I wasted my entire day.

Today all I did was attending that stupid Somaiya! I went for basketball at 9 am and I came back at 4 because after that  had to attend classes. Now let me break all of my journey into 3 parts -

1. Basketball 

2. Class

3. Journey to Home

1. Basketball - Mummy took me by bike. She said she might've stood there and bought me back if I didn't had class. At basketball I put lot of goals but the sir never notices that. He always see's my mistakes and thinks I am not improving and doesn't select me in Team A. Before the practice we were told to jog and not overtake each other. A girl behind my back tried to come to my front so I polietly said her "you're not supposed to overtake" so she started to speak back to me. I am not from the one to tolerate it so I spoke back too. 

Later we had Match in the match there is 0% co-ordination and I too have decided that from my past match that I am playing for myself and not for the team so even if its one of my "team members" I don't give a damn and just gonna snatch the ball (btw, There's nothing holding me back playing by Shawn hard to be angry between such a nice song) so I today too did the same thing but I am really mad at that one idiot fatty girl. Last match someone hit me in my waist and I am pretty sure its her I should've said it cause I was hurt for 4 freaking days! Later she said me to "move from the front" "I am also playing" I said when we were playing the match last time. 

This time she in my team or unfortunately I was in hers? Because sir tells to select some girls he know to make a team and I am selected by sir himself at last cause no one selects me. Guess I am just not build up for team sports, football too was like this but I won't quit this time just because of some stupid idiotic girls. I don't give a damn!

Today that fatty girl was acting as if she was passing me that ball. Asking me if I was really to take the ball and nods her head and then throws the ball to someone else I freaking (wish I could curse) hate that witch (wish I could curse again) I feel for it 3 times but I ignored it later. I swear I'm gonna behave the worst with her. Mind my business and going. IDGAD!

2. Class - Had 4 hour class Only one conducted from the 4. English. Taurna teacher is really pretty and she was nice. I asked a question though I am sure she didn't recognised me and I was going to introducing myself when Ashwini, girl who I was hanging out with, stopped. Marathi, Physics done and Chemistry (online). Tell me what's the point of attending at all? If the teachers are not attending themselves. Barely 13 students were there out of 110. All the times I didn't had a class I was walking through the institution. It is vast, beautifully maintained and lots of attraction. But inside its just a worm eaten apple. "Pun intended". The class is so freaking bad, there are fans in the distance of 10 meters, classrooms weren't fixed so once it was on 2nd then 5th floor! Walking all those steps using stairs. There are lift's "ONLY FOR STAFF" So staff (adults) are much weaker than kids.

I swear if mummy were at home I was gonna Smule I am really DONE! for the day!

So I must have climbed like 1000 stairs going up and coming down counted.

Highlight - I saw squirrels, fountains, a statue ( I spoke with it :)) so the girl sitting next to sit acted as if the statues is talking with me and spoke behalf of it. Sweet girl :) Then as I walked through there was gym place I did some, then walking some more distance I saw a GIANT CHESS BOARD. It was human playing. We have to pick up that huge pieces. A girl was with me, Ashwini and we were together until coming. So as I was teaching her to play some Degree College students came and accompanied us. I played with them. It was fun! Nice kids for grown ups. :) A felt good for a moment.

3. Journey To Home - Gruelling. We took off early from Somaiya as the last class was online and there was no point staying there. By the way, English attendance was sent in Google Classroom so everyone, even the ones who didn't came got the opportunity to mark themselves present. Just unlucky me! So me and Priti took of early. Could've come early but she taught I had a class so...yeah. While on our way to bus stop she openly critisized them and said all the same things I am telling you. Not like that Witch Mahek who said "How she speaks about the institution that teaches her?" SCREW HER, SCREW HER INSTITUTION!

Anyway it took 10 miuntes or 8 to reach the bus stop (can't type Laura's singing) my leg's gave up that point and Priti too was walking really fast I couldn't even tell her to slow down so I tried to catch her up with. The minute we reached the bus stop a bus left in front of our eyes. Then a boy from our class caught up with us him name is Shammim. Nice boy. Not like the way he speaks in the chats. Kind, nice and sweet. As I didn't have internet to fill my attendance he shared his internet with me.

So at the bus stop it took 45 minutes atleast for the bus to come. By that time I would have reached home with mummy, took a bath and had my lunch. Again just unlucky me! Even though bus were there none of them took off, finally one did. It took atleast 50 minutes to reach near my home. Then it took me 15 minutes to reach home. And the time I reached home it was 4 pm, I took off at 2:30. Just a 20 minute journey took me 2 hours. That too it all went for waste.

The moment I reached home I threw away my stuff and first took a bath, hardly able to stand. Then I finished my lunch at 4:15 and I put ice all over my legs and kept my legs over, over the bed. "Elevated" as it said the internet. Right now I am stable but I know I won't be. AT ALL! Tomorrow.

Conclusion - I am no more going to offline class and neither am I EVER travelling to Somaiya by BUS. Had enough for today. I am gonna ride my cycle to school no matter what kind of vehicle comes past me me. That's it. 

Now I gotta say all of this to mummy she's bout to hear it all. :) I just don't know any other emoji's - - (<- that's an emoji)

💤Dream of the day -

I forgot

💭Thought of the day 

When I feel my fears staring at me, I tell it just wait and see
I know who I'm gonna be, I know who I'm gonna be
The world's half asleep, it's gonna wake up and see

If it's a million to one, I'm gonna be that one and,
If it's a shot in the dark, I'm gonna be the sun,
And I just can't afford to be wrong, even when I'm afraid,
You're gonna know my name,

          - a big thought but the best one ever,

             Lyrics from "Million To One" by Camila Cabello