Boy. Ruin my life

 Dear Bloggers,

Boy. You might know how I'm feeling right now. Anyways, I'm grown up right? So my heart has shrunk right? I'm hurt and will be more after this year as I'll be 18 in 4 months. I know exactly how next year is going to be and I am not in any hope and I don't have any expectations.

💤Dream of the day -

One direction all young was in a competition catching a chicken. I was in a girl group and Dua Lipa too was in it.

💭Thought of the day -

I'm ready but I,

Can't go back in time,

I know it's all out of my control.

               - older, alec benjamin