Why do I always trust the wrong people?

 Dear Bloggers

Today even though mummy said she won't leave me to Somaiya she did and told me to come back with someone else but she bought me back too. But tomorrow I guess she won't take me as she has to go to office and I'll have to go with Preeti which I just didn't wanna. No one is letting me go by my cycle. My father is telling "Does she thinks this a joke!?" *side-eye-face*

Yesterday as I said mummy tried calling those girls and they didn't picked up my call later they texted me saying tomorrow we'll meet after class and talk about it. But today they neither looked at my face or talked to me. In the evening she texted saying "Where were you?" Where the heck I'd be? At home. So I texted her back saying lot of stuff and later she said me to come here, there, text, call, etc. end of the story I am not going with them.

But to be honest, that girl Priya and Riya (rhymes! that's the only good thing. Anyways,) both used me. Priya for her computer work and Riya for completing her book. Today she passed right through me but didn't even bothered to greet. Everyone works for themselves.

So I am scared about tomorrow and mummy saying its not necessary that I should go. I can also take a leave. But I kind of don't feel right doing so...yeah. Today I was so damn tired. Stood rooted on the spot for 3 hours!! No chairs to sit at Somaiya. Also holding a ginormous neck pain and headache. Was really traumatising! Going to sing now studied a lot for now. Completed one lesson.

💤Dream of the day -

A man vomiting up blood, water bridge. Some super scary dreams that were repeating even when I woke up and tried to sleep again. It was continuing from where it left.

💭Thought of the day -

Make your vision so clear that your fears become irrelevant.

               - last day of second last month of his year, 2021