Moody as always

 Dear Bloggers,

Today I tried doing a lot and end up doing few due to my boredom. I drew for a really short time, played guitar for moderate time. Finally got to sing alone when all the house members were out. Sang "Traitor" finally!! Edited Soya Bean bhaji for almost 6 hours. Still not done with it. Eyes and mind are tired. And...even though I said so many times mummy didn't woke me up at morning and I am not in the mood anymore. 

There were some PJO news in Author Rick's website. Casting could start soon the directors are gearing up. Shooting may start from June. Script writing might end by January. They went to see where to shoot the series. They are going to do it n the Mandorian set. Might be shooting in Vancouver. So I have zero hopes that even though I am so much hyped up about myself audition I don't I stand a chance as I am not an American. Yup, that's the stuff.

Also results of mummy's navratri attrie competition came out. We lost. No matter how hard I worked we could'nt win. The thought that "Hard work always pays off" if false cause its the total opposite of that. Hard work only asks you try again and again and again and at last fail. I'm so heartbroken about PJO and this competition.

I know I will be broken when I'll hear about the auditions for Americans only. Why do I hope about things so much. I know that after praying about it for 1 year I am not getting anything. Anyways might do something chill tomorrow and yeah mummy's also not at home. Which means I'll have to be alone with dodda. Wish I could be alone for once!. Why am I so moody? Ah... also mummy made Soya bean Biriyani yesterday and it was really tasty. Have it for dinner for today as well.

Not in the mood of even writing the blog. Just want to get done with it. Signing off, me.

💤Dream of the day -

I was in my school. All my other classmates were there Rushikesh, Kris, Ragu, etc. Then there were kids for 9th in my class too. I was sitting in last row. Then the assembly starts which is the song 'traitor by Olivia'. Know one knows the song but as I knew it I sang it loud and beautifully.

Guess my reality came in my dream too.

💭Thought of the day -

Mistakes are proof that you are trying.

             - ok you and your thoughts.