Its finslly vacay! + Some uncomfortable talk

 Dear Bloggers,

Its finally vacay!!!

Today I seriously have zero idea how I did in today's Maths exam but all I can say is that the paper was no way easy. I just tick marked to answers based on someone who provided it on the group. All I hope is that I may get more 45 or least 42. Seriously scared.

Today the others things I did were I played guitar again. Learned 'Waste My Time' by Johnny Orlando. I always wanted to learn and play and next time I surely can. The trick is -

TUNE YOUR GUITAR. That's the best way to play a song. The rest sound amazing!

So...as my holidays have officially started we went to Andheri West for diwali and basic shopping. It was so damn painful. At last after 4 hours of continuous walking without stops or breaks I just couldn't control it anymore.

I started getting dizzy, nauseous, suffocating due to mask (was sweating inside), my legs were about to fall. Then I took out my mask for some long time and felt better later. Later I changed my glittery shoes to sandals purchased by dodda. After a few walks mum purchased a sandal for myself. It was simple and sweet. The shoeputter was nice.

We bought a lot of things for them on only, none for me just sandals except. Ate Manchurian Frankie. I super loved it! I was fabalicious!

UNCOMFORTABLE TALK -

Between all this I met someone on the way-

I don't know who the heck that man was but just that one second made me so damn uncomfortable. I may use bad words in my head but writing I won't disrespect it.

He said "Chalte rahe item" in hindi. If I'll translate it to english it would be like a stranger telling you while walking on a road, "Keep on walking babe" to a stranger. How the heck would you feel? I felt so freaking bad.

No wonder why India is number one country in the world in the list if "Countries unsafe for a female". These grossiest people are the reason why I hate travelling or even go out of the house for a reason.

I was just 10 and a man was walking past me while touch his hand over me in a weird way. 

The 2nd experience, the one that I could never in my life ever forget. I was 11. I was wearing my new barbie tshirt on diwali and went to a shop to buy something. A man was touching me a so freaking way. He did it until I reached my house road. I couldn't control and hit him in the back. 

Since then I never wore that new barbie dress in public. Hiding my everything. The market thing is still happening. I can imagine how Emma must have felt when that reporter took a picture of her under her skirt. Such a shameful thing.

If I could I really will do something. I wish I had some stage, some name like Emma. I swear if I were like her I would've done so much things. 

Well that's just one thing but it is shameful. Hopefully god will give me a chance to do something good.

Also on the way I saw some soldiers. Felt really proud and emotional. Jai Hind!

💤Dream of the day -

Today I don't remember my dream.

💭Thought of the day-

“No one is perfect -

that’s why pencils have erasers.”

                        - Wolfgang Riebe, Keynote.                                                  Speaker/Magician (hahaha)