Nothing is stable :,'(

 Dear Bloggers,

Nothing's feeling good or right. I feel like I...I have lost hope in everything and with what happened last night what's the matter of going after your dreams and making so many relations because ultimately you are going to leave them all someday?

One of my neighbor passed away last night. He was a drunkard. Just like always he drank yesterday as well, quarreled with his son and wife for a while and then slept at 7 pm. After that when his wife tried to wake him up at 11 pm for dinner his body was stone cold. The wife gave a loud wail. Normally we are used to this because of their fights as usual but this time it was different and when we further understood he was no more. He had a heart attack while he was asleep. He must be 62 or something but looked young. His family don't sound too emotional but I was really hurt getting to know this.

I wrote a poem last night about this. Did and still have a lot to study. Bored a lot. That's my day.

Rick Riordan's wife posted something about casting on Twitter. Not a guaranteed news.

💤Dream of the day - 

I was a secret agent of a country and I try to take revenge by going into that country as a spy. There was Prince Harry too. Then some of my classmates were musicians, Raj was singing and Ganesh was handing out his autographs, I went past them but they didn't recognised me. I was in a Airport. Siddhesh was there too. I pray in front of a train. The reason of hate was my fault, etc etc.

Other dream was Sabrina's upcoming album is named PI (weird) I also unsubscribed from her mailing list. Everything feels boring, now that I have deleted instagram. I will make a music page if I could, once I finish my exams. No studying at all.

Again scared of Boards. Read some news on the paper.

💭Thought of the day -

Preparation is the key to success.

                - Like in the exams