Forget about the gift.

 Dear Bloggers,

My parents went to D-Mart today bought lots of stuff and mummy bought lot of my favourite things like cheese, a top for me, a set of pen, sauces, etc. Had a fight, them. Anyways, this is how my day was I saw Vamini's message that said she too is 17 and things, then in the evening @sabrinacconfessions who is Marissa from USA texted. They decided to sing Levitating. I am not so satisfied with that and I suggested "What makes you beautiful" waiting for Marissa's reply and of course she will be saying yes. So that's that. Which means...this is progressing.

Chota called a few minutes ago and this was the call that I've been waiting for since 2 months and today was the day, that I backed out. I really hate myself. I really hate myself for being this much kind and polite. I didn't speak to him and probably this was the last time I could ever be able to ask him. After all that thinking...I backed out. I won't be asking him now. I want...I feel really bad. I searched it before I was thinking to ask him on the net. Its said few things, mum said okay...I felt guilt even though HE promised me. It didn't felt right to me.

2nd thing...Raghavendra texted back. For the message that I sent him 1 year back and the recent one 1 week ago. He replied today with a very not so expected message. And to think I wrote a song for them all who don't even care or think about me. After one year he is asking me what school I got and that too in a very bad tone. I didn't reply. I don't want friends at all. Its better to have no friends at all rather than having back-stabbers. I asked him for book but he never gave me, I still used to help him when I was a class monitor, anyways...just another subtraction. No problemo. I got Ashley anyways...and she's been with me since I was a baby and I just realized that when I was 14 years old.

Anyways, I saw TV when mom and dad went to the D-mart. I would've made a video if I were feeling it and if I'd have one a perfect practice. This would've been a good ay f I'd have know that they would be going today but I couldn't make a video. Saw a message o my 1D video of last years that said "Tune your guitar" like my life problems aren't less I am being mocked by strangers. Would delete that message now. Listened to "stupid" by Tate McRae its a good song. Also one of my post on the Sabrina Page just blew up. Its has 191 likes and counting...! Also I saw Girl vs Monster on TV. Its a really nice movie and has the awesomest songs! Also yesterday night I was wondering if I should make another page for music? Will ask my followers if they'd say yes or no.

So, tomorrow its school. Do you feel I have all the classes? Anyways, Sunday will be back soon. Bye Sunday. Another holiday at home.

💤Dream of the day -

I was climbing down a staircase going somewhere when I was suddenly AWOKEN! by daddy. With the face shaking and hand shaking, but mummy let me sleep but unfortunately I couldn't finish that dream.

💭Thought of the day -

The only disability in life is a bad attitude.

          - but a way too good attitude ends up not getting what you want.