Lesson 1: Don't dream dreams

 Dear Bloggers,

I by mistakenly typed Dream in place of dear. Anyways, no more dreaming dreams cause they are broken now. Yes I cannot be a musician and this is the final thing this time. Mother has spoke for some career counseling for Saturday an they'll say a thing and I'll be that. I can't what I've been dreaming since past 5 years. Okay...so ideas very sad the entire day. Another worst day.

Today I saw laptop wasted mh time, drew a stuff, Chota commented me on my video said I'm improving really fast. Well be has a long league of American contacts but he would never ask for me I'm not his daughter. Atleast he's given me a mic and comments on my videos. He did as much as he can. I mean no one would go all the way to help someone. Only I feel what I'm feeling right? 

I'm feeling really bad and this way I've felt 2 years ago when I was 14 when my mother said "I'll never ever support you for your dreams" and I decided that ok so I'll stop listening to music and stuff but no, then I said I would make this dream come true. Leta wait 4 months and that 4 months went on and kn and it never came. It's been 2 years of that wait. Anyways...

No more being sad I know my ending.

Um...yup that's all for today also let's get over with Percy thing. I mean their work is going slow and I'll be 21 and I won't be able to audition and matter or fact get selected so let's just ignore that as well.

One thing is that whatever you want the most and keep for it, it never comes true and whenever someone never asks for something you always get it.

💤Dream of the day -

Everything is over. Ok...I was singing Bad thing with MGK and then I ask him to tie a pony tail. My straightened hair becomes all curly.

💭Thought the day-

Don't dream dreams,

Because dreams never come true,

Which will break and hurt you.

        - my today's lesson.