DON'T YOU GIVE UP NANANA, I WON'T GIVE UP NANANA

 Dear Bloggers,

Today went well and I wondered why was I sad? Seriously I am a really good singer! Somethings why do they hit me up so hard? Anyways I'm back again. The happy version of me is back again. Not giving up. Also me and mum and friends again.

Yesterday I saw a video of Selena rating her looks from 2007. She said "Singing live is really hard but if you'll say me to sing on stage now I'll do it in a second. I really love being on stage with everyone. Its a great feeling!" That is the feeling that I want to have. At least I'll try my best. If I cannot I won't stop. No matter ow many years it may take, there's no stopping. I'll try my best. Also, on a hiatus off of Instagram. Its very addictive.

I read the SPACE ENCYCLOPAEDIA that Mami gave me. I actually thought that she gave me forever but she's not like that anymore. She's got new people.

Today I also learnt "People You Know" by Selena Gomez in fingerstyle on Havana.

Also my mummy wasn't doing well but she's alright now. Hope she'll be alright forever.

Also I AM NEVER GIVING UP ON MUSIC. I'll always upload new videos on YouTube every week. Let's not stop what we have started. I mean I could've had like 200+ subscribers if I'd just said my family and they too wanted to subscribe to my channel but I just don't want them too and actually didn't said anybody to subscribe. My mum and dad said a few of our relatives. I didn't wanted people to subscribe to me back then because it would be kind of like cheating and I am okay with PATIENCE (Although I've had been a little too much patient) but still there is no response. But one thing's for sure. I won't BEG! I woud say. But never be desperate.

Life will work out on its own. If someone wants to watch they will. If not they won't. Doesn't matter. All I want is TO DO THIS! I've been wanting to do this since I was 13 and WILL DO IT. Just because some people and some things. I won't stop.

Also I kind of regret because yesterday I typed a message in Scratch. The coding website. But I shouldn't have. I know I should never I know I will never but some times I become very desperate.

Anyway, had a great day.

💤Dream of the day -

1. Clearing Vimala mami's doubts about mummy. Then I do some Rangoli with Chachi. She had changed and was nice (real kind of nice). I mean she is nice. But it was nice, nice, nice.

2. I was Camila as if I know her and Shawn and their dog Tarzan was there. She speaks sorrow, music, Shawn...

3. It was my school farewell and I was in Andheri's building. I was coming slowly down the stairs due to dress. It was a red gown. Like Selena's! Then there was a boy racing past me I though he'd help me but he didn't but someone came to help me so I got down faster. Then I sat on the table like place of the building and there I was wearing a Top. It had slits on side. It was like my green glitter hairband expect its the dress. So a girl said me "Nawaz (a boy) is looking at you" It felt weird. I looked away.

I went out. Shravya was behind me. No talking anything. I roll through the floor saying "Last year's farewell didn't happen. Before I was the queen. Hard to say will I win this year too?" (All true. I was the Princess of my school) I saw good evening she said too. Then she went to the "other group". Where people I hate were there, Cliantha and her followers, she went there too. I went to the other group "people who ignore me group". Believe me this happens in reality and has happened, these kind of situations has happened to me. 

I ask them...part started? No reply. Other girl says "Oh you're standing here. I thought it was a ghost speaking to me" I say "hmm...I'm a ghost...booo" The End.

4. I was in my house watching Hannah Montana. Miley was there too. Sitting as her back faced the T.V. She was of the same age as now but she looked like when she was on T.V. I said "Jackson...episode" she ignores me and I also don't speak much because she said that she hated being Hannah.

5. I guess I had more dreams but I this think this is it. Anyway, its really hard to remember it all for 16 or 12 I don't know, didn't count um..I wake up at 10...oh 9 hours! 9 hours almost! But some dreams are from 12, 3 etc.

Also there's a competition in this music app. Wynk Music. If I stream music for more than 12 hours before 30th I might win an iPhone 12. 5 lucky winners. Luck. But I'll try. I streamed for almost 2 hours but forgot to click that button. I guess that won't be counted. Anyways, will work hard or in this case listen hard! Hehhehehehe.

💭Thought of the day -

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.