BORED, BORED, BOOOOORED!!!

 Dear Bloggers,

Today was a very boring day. I don't know what to do and I've been tired of boring all the same things. I would've ride the cycle but its tires are punctured and its get every time like that even when you fill it with air. Also I wanted to sing on IG but today happened "you-know-what" so no phone. I'm bored of writing the same old songs about nothing. I am bored of watching phone, laptop, TV Jealous of Olivia more and more. And...BORED!

Above that like I say everyday that I go to a place to sing well, there the fan that I kept its wire has accidently got burned, so no fan. Seriously,, everything is going bad and wrong and boring and jealously. I just don't know what to do. Also Shawn didn't reply. OBVIOUSLY. I KNEW IT!

I tried playing guitar left handedly and then I played with the Google Assistant for a while, some Mickey Mouse Adventures, it was fun though although I could've sung if a "drama" wouldn't have happened. I mean I don't do anything on purpose and people get hyper-ventilated here and cursing this cursing that and you know a new TREND had started now. She knows that I hate being called by my name so she says this again and again. I feel so mad. But I keep my cool even when I am not wrong.

Anyways, lets go to the jealously topic. I just don't know why am I so jealous of someone who I have never even met! I mean that person is talented and lucky okay. But why am I jealous, I don't know them neither they do me so why? I just can't control myself. Its like my brain doesn't wants i but my heart is forcing to go there. I sometimes feeling like leaving everything and sleeping as long as I want. What's the point of working so hard when I already know that my wish won't be fulfilled?

💤Dream of the day -

I forgot.

💭Thought of the day -

I learned pretty soon that it was essential to fail and be foolish.