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 Dear Bloggers,

Today has been pleasant day. What should I alwsy say? I did a little Smulling but as mum wanted the headphones and we have only kn eI had to give that to her for her office work and I couldn't sing in it.

Classes were all canceled because the school's Principal is retiring. I don't know. New school. Haven't seen her. Don't know how she looks.

I wrote a blog although hoping that "English Teacher" I don't like her she favours Mahek a lot because she's of her caste. So she last time sai told write a Script and I couldn't do that sk not to think anything bad of me I wrote a blog today on "Books or Friends" but she cancelled her class.

I tried to do a duet on Smule with a boy. He's a real singer singed to a real record label on IG. I tried but as usual I cant because of sken reason. I made my own covers but deleted it, he no one watches it and they just aren't good.

I wrote a song while composing it on my phone. The song's called "Wherever Life Takes Us" and I also wrote "Drivers License" through the Blonde Girls perspective. 

Yesterday a boy on IG. He said "Has anyone been to Maliblu?" I said that I want to visit New York someday. He said "I hope you can after things become normal". Well can only hope even though this will all be normal I wong be able to go. Obvious, multiple reasons! 

He is a singer who wears a mask and sings he original and cover songs. Casy Sana is his name. Anyways he would be discovered someday and I won't be. Come on who'll notice my boring videos. I can sing nicely on Smule and all but when its YouTube I don't have that vibe. Hoping him all the best for future.

I was thinking about doing a collab with that boy. Kind of can be win-win for both of us but I'm a bit scared to ask. I feel weird also about mummy's birthday. I have plans but just that I am scared. Also I've been saving that 500 rupee note since 3 years and she used that for buying fish. Would've bought her something from that. Also I had 9000 rupees but she put that in bank. Otherwise would've bought a lot of things. 

Wondering what to do and obviously daddy would not initiative in all of these things but I want to make her birthday.

💤Dream of the day-

I was in a drama. Then I remember myself singing on Smule the Jonas Brothers Song "Only Human" with Snigdha by my side. I dong bug been have their dreams since the past three days.

Tried of watching phone...

Also just found out this one yesterday, Robert Pattinson was 17 in Harry Potter and 22 in Twilight. Kristen Stewart was 19 I guess.

💭Thought of the day-

Be good to those who are good to you.

                      -Heard this lone from somewhere.