I keep too much hope in everything

 Dear Bloggers,

Today is over. Another Sunday passed. Just the way I expected.

So, I today tried to recreate Drivers License of Olivia Rodrigo if I'll be successful in making it I'll record my audio songs in that way. So it would obviously gather more people's attention and if they will like it they'll come back for more. Also, Instagram and Twitter can also attract more people to view my YouTube eventually I'll become a SUPERSTAR!

Well, why? Why do I keep so much hope?

Yesterday was my I won't say my friend because she doesn't consider me as one. It was her birthday. I wished her. What was the reply? An ordinary "thank you. 👍" for my wishes that said "Happy Birthday Dear Shivlaxmi. Hope you may have enjoyed your day" (as I wished her at night) If it were me I would've been in 3rd level happiness that my friend remembered my birthday. Anyway,  hope to much.

I just went through my last year's diary where I have written "I'll sing Something Big by Shawn Mendes for my first youtube video and bang! I'll get a record deal" 😛😛😛 If you'll ask me now Aashu of 1 year back I'll say her not to start a channel as that would be shameful for you. But still I know I won't listen to me. Again, I hope too much.

Yesterday, I got my result for those Inter-school competitions and I won in.....NOTHING! I was hoping to WIN IN EVERY COMPETITION A FIRST PRIZE. Hoping too much!

Well, forget it.

Today I got a follower on Instagram. Also my eyes are paining watching too much screen.Tomorrow is my last exam, Marathi. I won't study for a week after tomorrow. No laptop for a week. No too much screen time.

💤Dream of the day-

Scary place, village, fantasy world.

💭Thought of the day-

Take some break for yourself.

                                 - Now, me.