Kindness

 Dear Bloggers,

Today's just been ordinary. Didn't do quite much as I did yesterday. Although   was able to watch a little bit of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire when my snatched my phone away from me. The same old reason...Exercise! Which I did in the morning when she didn't notice, but no, she needs proof. I had to say that I secretly exercise but she doesn't believe me. I can't convince her anymore. Its not like she will use me for her work and when I need something from her she would completely ignore me.

First of all I already feel myself as a burden for them mostly because when my favorite people like Selena, Shawn, Emma were my age then were quite remarkable and were earning on their own and I can't express myself just by keeping my talents on my own. My mother as well as father think I have no aim in life, no idea what to be and try to compare me to other kids when they hear their parents bragging what their child wants to be and said them and so on. They compare me to them. I am not the kind of person who goes around bragging what I'm supposed to do but its just that to put my plans into work I don't have a proper platform or a support.

Anyway, for today yeah... 3 people loved my Camila drawing that I posted on my IG yesterday. I will study in sometime now. Couldn't yesterday as it was too late. 

In classes, the teacher asked question and I knew the answer and was saying mine when a girl intrupted me and started saying the answer over me and was speaking loudly so that my voice won't be heard. I stopped. I really feel very bad when someone does something like this. Is it manners?

You think I am overreacting over everything but for me, even a little thing means a lot to me. It hurts me. I can't speak ill of anyone behind someone's back, neither can I say it in front or neither would I support someone if I see let be my friend only. I can't support because I am not that kind of person. If I won't say someone thank you it hurts me because that person has done some much for me and this is just a word to show that I am grateful to them. But when someone blames me for something I haven't done I cannot keep quiet for that. I will speak up, even though it hurts to speak mean words you have to. 

All I am saying is BE KIND

💤Dream of the day-

I forgot.

💭Thought of the day-

Be kind to everyone,

Even your enemies.

                     - I