Sad, sad day

Dear Bloggers,

You might have noticed that I was very happy in the past few days but I'm not happier anymore. That's because a lot has happened yesterday and I still  cannot come out of it no matter who says what. I'm tired. Tired of everything. I got a lot of things in my head and to top it all an unlucky life. Yes, people themselves say me this. They say me I should not... let it go. I care now. The damage has been done deep inside.

I just want this week to just...finish. I don't want this week. I have a lot of burden of things. My school problem is still not sorted out. I have the worst school than I expected. I have the worst teachers. I have the worst classmates. I have no proper roll number. Just came to know about that yesterday when a teacher said that I was absent for her class when I haven't missed a single class. Then she said my name isn't in any of the classes. From A to E not in a single one. That's something new. For second I was happy yeah, school change! But is it really possible? No. So what about all the projects, question - answers, etc? If I haven't even existed in the class. I've submitted everything. But my other girl has my roll number. Will marks be given to me or her?

I've got so so so much to study and first to write. I have to write everything I don't have to complete it all. Because the more I'm closer to finishing the lessons. The more fast they go. I don't know how to do all of this? 

Yesterday I was supposed to submit my speech of Marathi. I worked very hard to write and to record as well but i  couldn't upload it. That teacher isn't responsive when I ask her what should I do? I'm feeling so bad right now....no's there to help me. If I ask her or submit today she won't respond. They rae saying like...ask me if you have any doubts but when I do they just ignore the messages.

Dream of the day-

No.

Thought for the day-

Slow and steady wins the race.