The Story of My Life

 Dear Bloggers,

I always get confused about the last Hannah Montana Episode. 🤷‍♂️So, today with 100% sure-ity. I watched the second last episode of Hannah Montana. Where Lily is sad because Miley wants to make movie with Steven Spielberg and Tom Cruise except for to go to college with Lily. Stanford University. In next weeks episode, the last episode Miley has to chose between movie or college with Lily. Really they are very fortunate to be living the life of coming on tv!. I wish I'd had that life too. But Miley destroyed it all on her own.

So, yesterday I made my Byte video. 💫First Video. Song, just as I said yesterday - Wherever I Go by Hannah Montana. I got a follower just when I posted the video and 1 like from 200 views. You know what, in Byte, you can't see how much followers one has or how much likes and that's a really great thing. Because, their main motive is that people should have fun! That's what I like about Byte.

Father went to Andheri (a city in Mumbai) to his mother (dodda) eh, she ain't that nice to me. Mostly shouts at everyone but as she's sick now she's calmed down and has developed some love for all. I guess. Last time when I went, she wanted to talk to my uncle's daughter her name's Snigdha. We went to Bangalore so she somehow had the urge to talk to her. Last time when she came to Mumbai she was 1 now 5. So just tell me. What close relation she has with Snigdha? She's her son's wife's little brother's daughter. Whereas I am her son's daughter but no, she doesn't bother to love me. Except she speaks bad to me and doesn't even care when I speak. She's only talking if she's mood and that too barely.

So the story is father just came back from there. He saw me typing on the laptop so asked 'Is your "College" started?' Fish and sticks! (my bad word) I said 'How much "College" have I went to?" "Give me the answer only to how much I have asked you" he says. I felt bad talking to him this way but understand is it right? I want it to be called high-school. All these years I have went to school so it is really hard to call what I want. In America too, they say college for 13 so why here it's like this. Here is high school from 5th grade and college from 11th. Chicken bones! Yesterday night too he asked me the same thing, I tried to ignore that hoping he'd understand but no so I said "In three years"

I tried to speak, make a letter and do what not but no he'd not change. He doesn't want to come back to his old ways. He isn't the person he used to be that all I want to say.

I was going to make another Byte but I couldn't make it because he came early. Sometime having just one room is really hard. Sometimes you just need to be alone and that time there's only bathroom for me. We live in a small house. I just has a living room, kitchen and bathroom (just bathroom attached with toilet inside) in the living room there is a staircase that leads to the 1 floor you can say. Just half a room. I'm not saying that I hate my house but I just want a room to be alone sometimes and we can't have that. Noise is going to come from all directions. 

I used to sing in the hall but all my parents talking, TV, Cooking Noise that was really irritating in my singing so in the past year i decided to sing upstairs. I actually stopped singing for a year because of that (about Smule I'm saying) and this Byte too. People judge.

Parents used to tease me for singing. How's that motivating? I don't know how I used to do before! Thank you. Also, School's starting from 20th. I missed the orientation yesterday because that school man posted the meeting message at 9:30 am for 10 am and I got up at 11. I'm saying mum to tell eme what should I do (she's mad with dad, not new) so angry with me too and tell me to call him and ask myself.

This is Aashna here singing, oh! sorry signing off from her blog to go to do something else? Anyway, we'll get back with another life story or should I say "The story of my life, I'll take her home, I'll...." (I don't know what is next)

💤Dream of the day-

I don't remember.

💭Thought for the day-

The most important thing is to find out 

what is the most important thing. 

                                                                                            - Shunryu Suzuki