Be you, forever you, always stay the real you!

 Dear Bloggers,

Today is the Indian Republic Day. I'm an Indian. This is the life. So, definitely as expected people from everywhere came to our chawl. As expected no one spoke to me. I went out after such a long time and was a little enthusiast in the society. But some people were not able to see me that way. And that too kids who are just my age. No reason just, jealous. One even commented things in a way to make me feel small.

Why do people like these exist in the world? Why do they never think that it'll hurt the other person? But dad said, ignore. Be just you. Even my mummy doesn't like the way I am. Why? Why can't I be just the way I am. But daddy thanks for that motivation. Thank you. I'll be me. Not anyone else.

But just as Taylor says "Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean?" Sometimes I just can't control my emotions. I feel like why do I even exist if people don't like me at all. Is being not their kind necessary to be with their kinds. I wasn't always like this and neither were the people. Its just that the people have grown up and just can't and I don't want to do it so fast. I don't want anything to change. I just want everything to be just as it is.

It is really hurting when a person in front of you talks with the one behind your back but not you who is just standing there. Anyway we can't change it all. That's it. Now lets end the story on a happy note. I didn't get that call from that Audition guys. Cause I was scared or else I would've been a disney star! That's sad too.

Good is maybe I dressed in very nice clothes today. Nah! Nothing good.

💤Dream of the day-

I guess I was flying, fighting or something as usual.

💭Thought for the day -

WE DON'T HAVE TO BE ORDINARY,

MAKE YOU'RE BEST MISTAKES, 

CAUSE WE DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO BE SORRY,

SO BABY BE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY.

                                                                          - Shawn Mendes (Life of the Party, Handwritten 2015)